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Someone told me that I am considered “damaged goods” by the world now, because I was caught in a brutal connection and a relationship failed. That just broke my heart that we would see another person’s suffering as beyond expectation for a life of effectiveness. What if there is beauty in the ashes, just as God said?

I have been here before, I wonder if we haven’t all been here before. Life has a way of disappointing, taking a turn before we see the curve and reducing us to a wasteland of ashes and people look on and think too far beyond help. But I see something through my tears that says good in the working!

There is no damage that God can’t hold you through. When human words fall short God speaks life in rivers of hope washing over your brokenness. He is the pain breaker and He will take your pain upon His back and carry You! That doesn’t mean it might not look just as painful as it is. I never understand why people think just because He holds you there won’t be tears of anguish or the mirror of reflection speaking regret to you. It absolutely does mean that He stands in front of the mirror of doubt and we see His tears washing over us breaking the mirrors influence.

For at my kindest I am Self-absorbed, in all my brilliance I am a Mud-covered Mess and at my best I’m still Unfinished in Him.

Even when death stole my Baby Boy I knew it was to a better life. I knew God was working for me good even though death’s misery was cruelly negotiating for my earthly stability. My broken heart knows He is real and He is fighting for me when I cannot myself! Blessed are the poor in power and have poverty of self. When nobody sees you praying, He does. How desperately I Love Him! How incredibly easy it will be for me to bow before the Lion who roars out my gain!

You see a broken person, but what if I told you I see a Child in Heaven with every scar mended, stories around a Throne about a Little Boy who belonged to God, because sometimes Victory looks like Home!

I love the LORD because he hears my voice and my prayer for mercy. Psalm 116:1



About the Author:

I am a women and mother who finds my serenity in the Grace of God. In my life there is no greater purpose then to Love a child. There is no higher calling then to Love one another. I have found my immovability in His Never-ending Love for me. I have found Him Faithful even to the depths of the grave.

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