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Some days you wonder if the Sun is going to obliterate the blackness into a million shattered pieces of bright again and in those moments of discouragement if you’re like me, you eat cake!
I have been facing some very personal struggles and the battle of many losses are raging in my soul. Yesterday was Saturday and as I was bawling in my car I told God I was feeling lost and scared that I couldn’t face more loss on my ...
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Even in the midst of my earthly difficulties I will not cease to praise the God whom I Love. He is more than this life to me.
It’s been 8 years since I felt your hugs or seen your inner beauty but I remember your life with happiness and experience the full measure of your love with each breath I take. How Amazing it is to me that you are Home now, Daniel.
Not once have I thought God was anything ...
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This week the Sister of my Son Daniel’s girlfriend at the time Little Lisa was taken Home by God through the result of a car accident. Immediately when I got the news my heart was taken back to the moment I heard the news about my own dear Precious Son. I just couldn’t stop the tears as I thought of the searing agony that this Precious Family was experiencing to the depths of their souls. It just defies words the ...
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Today is going to be a great day, at least that is the story my heart is going to write! Life can absolutely throw you a ton of curves and if it was in my ability to do so I would rewrite my story. I mean who would welcome pain or excruciating heartache into their day but that’s exactly what can shape us more beautiful. Now I’m not even trying to suggest that God wants to see us suffer but ...
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At any moment there can be a bottleneck ahead on the road I like to call this life! If you’re like me you might just unpack your tent and camp right there never trying to go past it! There is a problem with my line-of-attack and that is the lack thereof!
I am beginning to consider that God might just want to get my attention with this one “I have told you these things, so that in me you may ...
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Do you ever wonder why it seems that you just cannot make progress sometimes? I have been struggling with so many things within lately and have been crying out to God. SO today I again cried out to God and in an audible voice I got honestly real with Him. I figured there was no point in candy coating my anguish with a bunch of ornamental beautifully dripping words about how I needed a bit of support,nope I got single-mindedly ...
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It is always a mystery to me when sometimes God gives you the miracle and other times He allows you to ache from the effects of your own choices or the effects of a fallen world. I know and believe without hesitation the God is able to do more than I can possibly ask then here’s the question that shouts defeat at me, why doesn’t He? I mean why does God allow me to suffer?
I hear people say all ...
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As Christmas draws near I am very much aware that some will tenderly be empty throughout the day! I have always loved this time of year, it is my absolute favorite day to celebrate but this year I am sensitive to the cost of our human condition that can weigh down the heart that so desperately wants to embrace Joy again! I have been struggling to find purpose in my own agony in missing another person in my life and ...
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My heart has been aching for a few months now and though I wish this storm of life would pass me by, I still find myself stranded in the agony. I cannot really answer when people ask me why God sometimes lets us hurt or suffer the effects of a troubled world. I can tell you though that most times I find myself in the pit of life by my own wrong choices and in the choices I have made, ...
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I’ve has been a really rough week and my mind has been struggling as to why I always seem to find myself here. I am tired of my own sin-sick heart. I can honestly tell you I can barely wait to see the Lord Jesus return. And you know what I think that’s just where God desired me to be, focused on His return and the Joy of His coming World and not the things of this world.
Ever find you ...
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